Starting from the meeting with
Alejandro, Isabella became a pain that she had experienced until now. Alejandro
was Caro’s friend (friend's boyfriend Isabella). Isabella, Erna and Sharom were
3 friends who liked to share their love and grief. Isabella thought that Erna
and Sharom were just ordinary friends. But Isabella was wrong. They were a good
friend who taught her many things.
Originally, Isabella was mediocre with Alejandro. But over time, Alejandro tried to come near to Isabella. Indeed, from the first time, Isabella had felt with Alejandro but she deem it was mediocre.
Holiday had arrived. Isabella was on it with her family to Madrid. Isabella and Alejandro already very close like a brother and sister. Every day Isabella and Alejandro always sent messages each other. Alejandro always paid attention to Isabella. That night, Isabella received a message from Alejandro.
Originally, Isabella was mediocre with Alejandro. But over time, Alejandro tried to come near to Isabella. Indeed, from the first time, Isabella had felt with Alejandro but she deem it was mediocre.
Holiday had arrived. Isabella was on it with her family to Madrid. Isabella and Alejandro already very close like a brother and sister. Every day Isabella and Alejandro always sent messages each other. Alejandro always paid attention to Isabella. That night, Isabella received a message from Alejandro.
"Bella, actually a girl who I've told to you is you Bella. I like you since we first met. Suddenly I feel there’s a something difference when first I see you. Perhaps this is what people said First Love. "
Isabella pleased to read that message. Apparently the man who Isabella liked with had the same felt with her. Isabella didn’t know how the message should be replied. But Isabella hesitated because she had not been too long familiar with Alejandro and she met Alejandro only one time. Isabella finally decided to reply the message.
"Ale, I've felt that you've paid attention on me during this time. Maybe I also feel the same way you feel today. I also love you .. But I'm not really familiar with you. So, would you give me time to think deeply about this?"
The message was rewarded by Alejandro.
"I'll wait until whenever the answer. I do love you Bella .. Although we’ve first met but I'm sure if I really love you. I’m going to wait your answer, Bella .. "
***
Already 7 days passed. Isabella finally felt confident that Alejandro really loved her. Isabella received Alejandro as her boyfriend.
Day after day they passed without meeting. Yeah, because Alejandro lived in dormitory.
Isabella didn’t object with this condition since Isabella believed this may already be a risk. Isabella already very loved Alejandro.
Months turned into months, unpredicted they could finally get to 5 months.
It was the first time they met at the date of their events.
But at that moment Isabella was knowing that Alejandro would be excluded from the hostel and it also meant that Alejandro would leave the city. Isabella was so sad to hear the news.
1 month Alejandro and Isabella had undergone long-distance relation with.
It was used to Isabella and Alejandro underwent this kind of relationship. Isabella still remain loyal to whatever happens. Although they were often involved in debating because of trivial issues, different beliefs, and long distance, they still could pass it with patience and sincerity.
Longer, Isabella felt there was something different with Alejandro. Since Alejandro moved, he changed. Alejandro had taken apart of Isabella.
Isabella was always thinking positive and she never thought negatively about Alejandro. Time was running along with their an increasingly tenuous relation. Even Alejandro already 1 week never contacted Isabella. Isabella was always in a phone to call or send messages to him. But what? Alejandro never replied at all.
And when Isabella’s misses was stacked, Alejandro finally sent a message to her. Isabella was so glad when she knew that the message was from Alejandro.
"Bella, I don’t know how to say this to you. I'm sure this probably the best decision for me but I also know if this will hurt you. My parents had been furious on me since the value that I got was decreasing. I'm really sorry that I want to focus for my study I used to. I want we stop this relation. I know it will really hurt for me and you. But maybe it's best for us. I will always love you forever."
But once, Isabella’s tears dropped. At that moment Isabella was at Erna’s home. Erna surprised to see Isabella crying. But Isabella just be quiet and not say anything.
***
Isabella was worse off because Alejandro broke her up. Yeah, for a girl who really cares about her boyfriend will accept it, because Isabella thought maybe this was best for Alejandro, and she'd be willing to part with Alejandro.
Negative things were always removed in Isabella's mind.
But all of a sudden after she found out about Alejandro, actually Alejandro had got a new girlfriend there. That was a name of forbidden dating? Pain, disappointment, hatred all mixed in Isabella’s feeling. Isabella had been loyal for nearly 8 months waiting for Alejandro. The great love she had given to him. But what Alejandro replied?
Alejandro never thought Isabella’s feeling slightly. Even he decided Isabella because there was other girl in his heart. Is it called Love?
"How cruel you are! I've been faithfully waiting for you for 8 months with our relation like this. I always think positively about you. I also believe that everything you say is the truth from you. But all is the hypocrisy you already make me hurt." That's the words on the screen of Isabella’s phone. Then, she sent it to Alejandro.
Various lots of reasons for Alejandro to ensure that it was wrong. Isabella loved Alejandro. She also believes what Alejandro said.
But lie after lie of Alejandro was opening increasingly.
Day after day Isabella hurt by all of the Alejandro’s lies. As friends who had attention and very concerned, Erna and Sharom were very motivating Isabella to keep the spirit and tried to forget Alejandro.
***
3 months had their broke and Isabella started to forget Alejandro although Isabella’s love and pain were still in her heart. At least not as bad as before. But Isabella became traumatized to love the boy because the sincerity of her love who had been betrayed.
That night Isabella received the text messages.
"Bella, I'm really sorry to you .. I cried when I read your blog. I'm so sad with all the stories that you wrote on your blog. I'm really sorry .. I don’t mean to make you like this. I do want to learn and make that girl as a motivation for me. Honestly I still love you. But perhaps it’s more reasonable to you to get a boy more than me. Not like me who don’t have a heart." That’s the message Isabella received from Alejandro.
Isabella was getting sick when she knew that actually Alejandro still loved her.
Alejandro had repeatedly apologized to Isabella, but she had not been able to forgive. But when Isabella tried to forgive and believe if Alejandro was really sorry with his actions, then Alejandro broke his girlfriend up that as long as it was damaging their relation.
Day after day passed, Isabella and Alejandro like people who were dating. But reality said different.
Again, Alejandro betrayed and undermined confidence of Isabella, she was already convinced that Alejandro was really sorry to his behavior. Alejandro again courtship with a girl who ruin Alejandro and Isabella’s relation.
Well, Alejandro tried to convince Isabella if all of it had to do because the girl was determined to kill herself for Alejandro. But Isabella was just gullible girl and didn’t understand where the pure love was. All would be Isabella’s remorse.
2 friends that she thought just ordinary friends turned out wrong. Erna and Sharom were very concerned to Isabella. First, Isabella felt that Alejandro was the only one person who understood about her.
"Is he thinking about my feelings whenever he was DISAPPOINTING me? Is this the name of LOVE? Painful to think of others and don’t ever think about my feel. Is this the name of Love which always not care about me? Perhaps, only God who knows the answer to all these questions." Isabella thought.
The important thing was God had sent to Isabella the friends who always supported her and opened her eyes that all of this was a valuable lesson and hopefully this was the last for Isabella to get betrayal from the people who she really cared about.
Like the glass that broke because of a fall, but when it was put together following composed although it still couldn’t complete. But if the glass could fall again, what else was composed?
THE END
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